Celibate Girl (5)

Sorry it took so long to update :/

Drake looked down into her brown eyes and saw the innocence that she possessed. He'd never encountered such a demure women in his life. This was a first for him. A part of him wondered what exactly she was thinking in that moment. He wanted so bad to draw her in and let her see how magnificent she really was. The only way he knew how was to be intimate with her but that proved to be a difficult task at the moment. A task he willingly accepted. 

"Please" she breathed. His eyes widened at the utter of want and neediness in her voice.

"Please what? You want me to help you?" He asked confused as to what she really meant.

"Yes. Please. I can't take you being in close proximity anymore. This is driving me insane." She whined. He chuckled but she was so serious. 

Nicki grabbed a hold of his hand pulling him in the direction of her bedroom. He stopped and broke his hand free from her grasp. It was then that he started having doubts. He didn't want to take advantage of her curiosity. After all, he knew how quickly things can progress in this situation.

"Onika, baby, I-" he started to protest the idea.

She turned to him and looked into his hooded eyes. She was burning with a new-found desire now. Something carnal showed on her face. Drake had never seen her like this before and he felt bad that he was the reason.

"Please" she pouted. Her cute pout made him smile but his face fell once the realization kicked in, Drake was worried about tainting her. He didn't want to be responsible for her curiosity. She was so pure and innocent; something he needed in his life. He was just toying with the idea but quickly realized that things might get out of hand, as it often did.

"Okay, but I'm not touching you." He warned. 

Onika looked like the wind had got knocked out of her. Her eyes grew wide trying to wrap her head around how this was going to work without his touch. She knew that he could possibly help her reach her desired peak just by his touch alone. To hear him say that he wouldn't touch her, her heart sank to the pit of her stomach. She became nervous all over again. Drake smirked and leaned in to kiss her on the lips. He pulled away and stared at her, silently asking her to trust him. Onika stood there frozen with her mouth agape. She was just about to protest but he had beat her to the punch. 

"Close your mouth and show me to your room." He instructed. His demand made her look up at him. She got lost in those hazel eyes of his but snapped out of it and turn on her heels, biting her lip nervously without another word. Drake trailed behind her smiling. This was going to be fun for him. Or so he hoped. 

After awhile, they reached the comfort of her room. Drake looked around taking in the cozy bedroom. She had two Marilyn Monroe posters hung above her bed. He saw as she scrambled to pick up the toys Lauren had bought earlier for her. He  chuckled to himself as he took off his coat and slung it on the edge of her bed. 

Nicki placed the items in a bag and put them in her closet before going around the room blowing out the many candles she had lit before he had came. 

"Leave those," he commanded. "They might come in handy."

"A-Are you sure?" She asked hesitatingly. 

Drake moved at a leisure pace while staring at her. He could tell that she was very nervous by the way she just stood there with her arms folded, covering her womanhood. By him staring at her in a revealing corset, she felt shy because no one had ever seen her with this little clothing on before. This was a new territory that she wasn't sure that she wanted. Drake licked his lips and saw her knees buckle as she stared at him in the dimly lit room. He wondered how wet she was at the moment but quickly focused on something else.

"Yeah" he said when he finally reached her and tucked her long hair behind her ear. She didn't even look up at him, so Drake decided to force her. He delicately placed a finger under her chin and tilted her head up. It was then that he saw just how frightened she was. She shook in front of him. 

"I'm not going to hurt you, baby. Just let me know when it's too much for you." He reassured her. "Just remember the limit exercise we did and you'll do fine."

Onika only nodded her head. It felt like she had lost her voice for a moment. Drake smiled at her.

"Good. Now that we have an understanding, I want to know beforehand if it's okay for me to watch you. All...of...you." He emphasized every word while looking her up and down. She suddenly got the message and she was terrified. Not only was he asking to see her naked, but she also knew that if he did it would make her weird-ed out knowing that he did. She was not ready for that...yet. Drake moved her hands away slowly while keeping eye contact with her. 

"No. I-I can't do that. I don't want you to see me naked."

Drake's face turned into a frown. Even though he was disappointed, he nodded his head in understanding. The look in her eyes told him everything he needed to know.

"Okay." He paused before backing away from her and continuing.  "I need you to get in the bed and under the covers." He directed. Onika quickly did as told. She scrambled into bed on her hands in knees. Drake took a quick glance of her backside and sucked in air. I can't wait to have her in that position he thought. He shook his head dismissing the thought and turned to turn off the lights in her bedroom but kept a few candles still burning. They were for the sole purpose of creating a calm atmosphere so that she'd feel a bit more relaxed. The room felt warm and romantic, setting the mood just right.

"Now I want you to close your eyes and take a deep breaths." He said while sitting at the edge of the bed once she was settled under the duvet. Onika's breathing instantly became erratic as he knew it would. She could feel him near her and wondered what his next move would be. Having her eyes closed heightened all her other senses dramatically. "Keep taking deep breaths. I'm not going to touch you." He assured watching her. 

"I can't focus on breathing when you're that close and I can't see you." She admitted while her eyes were still closed. Drake smirked. 

"That's the point, baby. I want you to prepare your mind first and your body will follow the thoughts running through your mind." He informed her. Onika nodded her head and continued taking deep breaths. Once, he saw that she was calm, he scooted closer to her. She tried as best she could to remain focus on her breathing. Even though, she knew he wasn't going to touch her, it didn't make it any less difficult for her. Drake moved up by her head and spoke directly in her ear without touching her. "I want you to part those legs, baby." He crooned. Onika shakily did as told. Once her feet were firmly planted on the mattress and her knees were pointed up in the air and slightly parted, Drake spoke again, this time more softly than before and with more baritone in his voice. "Good girl." He coached. "Now tell me how you feel and what you're thinking." He asked her.

"I feel s-so exposed in this position." She began. "And I'm thinking about you."

"Where?" He asked. Onika covered her face blushing. She didn't want to tell him for fear that he would think that she was a freak. "Tell me where, Onika."

"Between my legs. God, I can't believe I'm telling you this!" She fussed. "This is so embarrassing!"

"No it's not! It's normal, baby. This is what couples who are in love think about. There's no shame in wanting your partner to be near you're most prized possession. Now I want you to really think about what I would do down there."

Nicki thought about it for a few moments. She had heard Lauren talk about oral sex before and imagined what it would feel like if Drake did that to her. A soft moan escaped, her lips just thinking about it. She quickly covered her mouth hoping that Drake didn't hear her but he did. Drake smirked while loosening his tie from around his neck. At the moment, he thought that it would surely choke him. Her moan was like music to his ears. It was so sweet, and it caught him off guard just as it did her. "Your moan was beautiful baby. The best thing I've heard in my life." Onika was mortified but at the same time, she was happy that he liked it. "I want you to tell me how wet you are right now" Nicki hesitantly reached down and ran her fingers over her panties. They were soaked. "Are you wet, baby?"

"Y-Yes"

"Good. Now I want you to get completely  naked for me. Remove your panties first and give them to me." Nicki slowly took off her underwear while being careful to hide her body. 

"Here" she said handing it to him. Drake took it from her hand and examined it. Her panties were dripping. He immediately smirked knowing that he was the cause of it. Drake tucked her underwear in his pocket.

"Now I want you to slip a finger into your wetness, moving in and out slowly." Onika did as told, moving her finger to a comfortable rhythm. After awhile she felt herself build. Her walls clenched around her finger as he put his lips on hers kissing her deeply to muffle her moans. She griped the sheet with her other hand as her toes curled. Drake parted her legs even further making her feel every movement she made within herself. "Go faster." he coached her. Onika picked up speed as she arched her back. "Faster," he said kissing on her neck making her shiver.

"Oh god!"

"You feel it baby?" Nicki just nodded her head. "Imagine my fingers doing that to you right now."

"Oh, Aubrey. Please make it stop!"

"I can't baby, only you can. Use your other hand on rub your pearl." Again, she did as told and immediately a shattering earthquake moved through her entire body. 

"UH...MMM." She came vigorously. Drake moved on top of her and ran his hand through her hair while kissing her softly on her lips, helping her body to calm as it twitched beneath him. She opened her eyes and looked at him on top of her. He smiled.

"You did good." Onika pulled him closer. 

"Stay with me tonight, please." she pleaded kissing him. He looked at her shocked. 

"We both know that's not a good idea. Especially when I want you to take care of this," Drake grind his erection against her.  Nicki groaned. This was the first time in years that she had felt so alive. She didn't want it to end. Drake got up. "Where is the bathroom?" he asked. She pointed behind him and he went to take care of his situation while Nicki got dressed in a robe. Minutes later, he emerged looking like a new man. She smirked. 

"Feel better?" she asked. He nodded with a boyish grin.

"Much better. What about you?"

"Yes. Thank you."

"No problem." He kissed her before walking towards the door. "I'll see you tomorrow," he said. Onika locked up after he left and went to go take a soothing bath, a broad smile gracing her face.

At the office the next day, Onika was very talkative to all of her colleagues which came as a surprise because she usually kept to herself. Fiona took notice of this and concluded that something had to have happened. Something good. She waited to ask her about it after they did the final preparations for the launch of OVO women's line in just a few days. 

"Nicki! Wait! I need to ask you something." She said catching up to her. They had just had a meeting with Drake about the line. Onika stopped and turned to face her glancing a Drake to her right. He gave her a smirk before leaving them. Fiona took notice of their body language and knew she was right. 

"What is it?" Nicki asked looking at her. Fiona pulled her into her office before shutting the door.

"What's going on between you two?"

"What do you mean?" Onika asked scrunching up her face. 

"Come on Nicki don't play dumb. I can tell something happened between you two because you've been extremely chatty today."

"Fiona no disrespect but whatever happens between us is no one's business but ours." 

"I'm not asking for details but at least give me a hint!" she bargained.

"Fine! Let's just say he helped me experience something that I've never did before and it was earth shattering!"

"No way! Are you serious?" she asked. She didn't think that Onika had it in her.

"And he did it without even touching me."

"Damn!"

"I know. It was definitely liberating!" The two women continued walking to their office together. They had a lot of work to do and time was running out.

It was 4 am when Onika got up for their trip to Italy. She was nervous and excited all at the same time. This would be the first time that she was going out of the country. Stepping onto the Tarmac, she quickly look around amazed at the sight before her. A large jet sat waiting as it was getting prepped to fly high. In bright bold lettering the name, Graham Headquarters, was labeled in Gold along the side of the aircraft. The stark contrast of the company's name on the jet, which was white, made it hard for one to ignore. There were a few workers who were bustling about trying to get it ready for take off. 

"It's quite a sight, isn't it?" He raved looking down at her shocked face. A wry smile formed as he remembered the first time he saw it. He was a teenager when his father showed it to him.

"It is." She breathed. "I've never flown before."

"Really?"

"Yeah." She turned to look at him. He had his hands in his pockets, staring back. He looked every bit a controlled and relaxed business man, that he was. Drake could tell that she was nervous about flying. He grabbed her hand and kissed it.

"Don't worry. I'll make sure it's a great experience for you" he smiled. "Come. It's almost take off time. My dad and Fiona are waiting inside." He said as they began to walk toward the jet. 

The wind was whipping profusely, her hair blowing every which way it possibly can as they approached the stairs. Carrying only her purse in her hand she looked around and saw their bags being carried by two gentlemen in navy and white uniforms. She climbed the stairs as he followed closely behind her. 

As soon as she stepped foot inside, her mouth gaped at the interior. It didn't look like the inside of a normal aircraft that she'd seen in movies. It was more spectacular with a elongated couch area wrapped around the rear, the seats where of white leather matching the couch with a table, and there was a granite bar with a mini fridge and a wine cellar. She noticed that Fiona was already wrapped up in a blanket with her computer in her lap. 

"Good morning Mr. Graham and Nicki" she greeted.

To the left, there was a tall man with a mustache who she assumed was Drake's dad, on the phone handling some last minute calls. She and Drake sat down facing him just as he hung up with whomever he was talking to. Drake was a bit nervous about introducing Onika to him because he knew his dad was very specific about not mixing business with pleasure. He hoped that he wouldn't be too hard on her. 

"I see you finally made it on time this time." he said a smile sprawled on his face. Drake was glad to see him in a playful mood given that it rarely happened. He shook his head smiling back at him. 

"I have to thank this beautiful woman right here. She's the reason." Nicki blushed and shifted in her seat. She introduced herself by shaking his hand. Mr. Graham liked her already by the way she carried herself unlike the others his son was with. Nothing really passed him. He knew about all of Drake's relationships with the women in his office even if his son didn't mention it.

"Nice to finally meet you too Onika. I had asked him how his new marketing director was doing for months but he never wanted to say anything other than you were great at what you do."

"Dad you asked if I had sex with her!" Nicki nearly choked making Fiona laugh. This was news to Nicki because he never mentioned that to her but she can see why he would ask that. 

"I can assure you that has never happened. I'm celibate until marriage."

"Well I like you even more now. Maybe my son will learn to control himself." Drake ran a hand over his face. This conversation had clearly went left. The flight attendant informed them that of the safety features and rules before the began taxing on the runway. To Drake, this was a welcome distraction. They settled in their seats and before they knew it they were in the sky in the midst of the clouds. 

They landed in Italy hours later and had to go freshen up before the showcase that night. For Onika, her first time flying went well and now all she wanted to do was focus on the impending women's line showcase tonight. She made her way to her room holding onto her luggage as Drake trailed behind her. He wanted to make sure that she had got to her room safely. Even though he still was upset that she insisted on having her own room, he respected her wishes. Besides, he had made sure that her room was right down the hall from him. They came to a stop right in front of her door and he handed her the key to her room. Drake helped her with her luggage, placing it in the room before turning to her.

"Thank you" she said looking up at him. He caressed her beautiful face before giving her a peck on the lips and leaving. She sighed before going to take a shower. She was nervous about the launch and hoped that she would make him proud. 

Drake and his dad took their seats right before the showcase began. He was excited yet nervous about the women's launch but he had confidence in Onika and Fiona. He knew that they were more knowledgeable about what women wanted in clothes. He just prayed that the public responded well to it because he invested a lot of money into it. The show began with the summer collection of OVO menswear. Drake wasn't particularly worried about this aspect of his brand. He had been doing this for a few years now and his menswear always exceed expectations. He had his hand in everything related to it from the designs and even production of his menswear. His father always taught him that if you want something done right; do it yourself and that's exactly what he did. Of course, he consulted his closest friends to see what their take on certain things were before he finalized decisions but the majority of the work was done by him. 

Once the menswear showcase was over, next up was the women's. Nicki and Fiona were backstage prepping the models and making sure everything was set up right. Nicki wanted to be apart of the line as well, so she was also modeling some of the clothes. She knew that Drake wasn't going to expect that from her. She just hoped that he wouldn't be mad at her for not telling him about it.

One by one, the models filed out onto the stage. Drake was impressed with how everything looked. When he saw Onika modeling some of the clothes he smiled and blew her a kiss from the the audience. She winked  at him and continued walking. Drake's dad thought that it was a nice surprise that she had that much faith in what she helped develop. They were definitely pieces that he thought women would love. The swimsuit collection was even better. As Onika came out in a two-piece with a sexy cover-up, Mr. Graham's mouthed dropped. She was curvy and gorgeous in it.

"Wow" he said standing up applauding with the rest of the audience. Drake was furious. It made him mad that she would reveal more skin to a gang of strangers, yet she would be so prude with him. "If you don't want her, I do!" 

Drake got up from his seat fuming. He made his way to the dressing room and by the time he got there she was of stage. Onika was chatting with Fiona and the rest of the models when he walked in. "Oh shit! Someone's mad." Fiona whispered while tapping her shoulder. She quickly got back to her job. Nicki gulped. She didn't know what to say and it looked like he didn't either because he just stood there with his hands in his pocket.

"Who told you that that was okay so I can fire them?!" Onika didn't say a word. Drake walked over to her staring, his face twisted up. "Do you have any idea how that just made me feel?" he asked. Onika shook her head in response. 

"I thought that you would be okay with it."

"For you to just reveal that much to random people and be prude around me is not exactly making me happy!" 

"You said you don't know why I cover up my body so much when it's beautiful so I figured that I would stop hiding my curves so much."

"Onika, yes I said that but that didn't mean I wanted the whole Europe to see what's for my eyes only!" He paused trying to get a grip. "For heavens sake, my dad is in the damn audience! I don't want him seeing my woman like that."

"You're acting like I was naked!" she yelled back.

"You was damn near!" He retorted. "I have an itching to spank you for this" Nicki stood there shocked. She had never seen him so mad before and it made her nervous but she found it quite entertaining at the same time. 

"Then why don't you" she cocked her head to the side. The only reason she decided to model a swimsuit was because she wanted to do something sexy for him for once and to keep his attention. She knew he was sexually frustrated having been without sex for so long. In one hasty movement, Drake picked her up and slung her over his shoulder. This caught her by surprise and he knew it. 

"Drake I was only playing! Put me down!" She yelled. 

"Well I'm not!" He said walking down the hallway towards an empty room. All of the models were watching the couple as they made their way past, including Fiona who looked shell shocked. 

Once in the room, Drake put her down on top of the wooden table. He stood in between her legs and pulled her close to him making her look up and gasp as her private area came in contact with his erection. Drake began untying the sheer cover up she had over the swimsuit. 

"I don't think you realize how you make me feel and how amazing I think your body is." Nicki continued to look up at him as his hands made its way around to her backside. Her heart was literally trying to escape her chest. She closed her eyes as he caressed her, giving him another chance at hearing her moan. Drake en-captured her lips with his as the sweet sound escaped her. He took his time massaging both her tongue with his and caressing her butt before he let go and smacked it making a delicious sound. She moaned even louder than before. 

"Damn!" He shouted backing away from her. He knew he had to control his hormones but it was easier said than done. Drake looked down and saw a single tear roll down her face. The realization that he was paying for someone else's mistake hit her like a ton of bricks. She didn't want that for him. He had been so patient with her and making sure that she was comfortable while neglecting his own happiness. Onika wanted to give him her all but it was just too difficult.

"I'm sorry,," she whispered looking up at him again. "I wish I could give you more but I just can't." Drake ran a hand over his face frustrated before walking back over to her and kissing her forehead as she clung to him. 

"It's okay. It's not your fault." He assured before placing her on her own two feet and taking off his jacket, wrapping it around her. "Come on. Let's get out of here." He said taking her hand and leading them back out. 

Nicki awoke in the middle of the night. Her labored breathing and sweating was a sure sign that she was having a bad dream. Looking around the dark hotel room, she hastily got out of the bed and put on her robe before slipping her feet into her bedroom shoes. She grabbed her room key and made her way out into the hall, closing the door behind her. The empty hallway was lit with dimmed lights all around. Her initial thought was to go to Fiona's room but she changed her mind and turned in the opposite direction toward Drake's room. She hoped he was still up. She didn't want to be alone for fear that her nightmare would return. Again. 

She thought that this part of her life was over but surely it wasn't as her traumatic experience rared it's ugly head once again. It had been awhile since she last had a nightmare like this. With all the therapy she went through to get over that point in her life, she thought that she was on the road to recovery. Nicki made a mental note to make an appointment as soon as she got back from this trip.

Knocking twice on the door, she waited. A few minutes later, he appeared wearing pajama pants and no shirt. She stood agape taking him in. His arms were toned and so was the rest of his body. Particularly, his abs that were well defined. His six pack on full display. 

"Onika" he called, snapping her out of her thoughts. Nicki's eyes met his hazel ones. She couldn't form any words at the moment. "What's wrong?" He inquired seeing her disheveled look on her face. 

"I had a nightmare." She stated shivering in front of him. 

"Are you okay?"

"No." Onika looked at him, her eyes getting glossy as the images from her nocturnal state came rushing back unwelcome. "Aren't you going to let me in?" She asked sniffling.

"I don't know if that's a good idea right now."

"Why not?"

"Because I want to wrap you in my arms and carry you into my bed so I can kiss away those tears that are lingering on your cheeks. I want to but you probably won't let me and I'm still mad about the stunt you pulled earlier."

"I said I was sorry. What more do you want from me?"

Drake gave her a serious look. "If you don't know the answer to that question then maybe we should just drop the facade and move on."

"So you don't want this anymore? Is that what your saying because I thought that you agreed that you would try?"

"That's not what I want and you know that. But then again it was never about what I want...was it?"

Onika was appalled. Why is he being so cold towards me now that I need him the most? She stared at him for awhile not saying anything. She didn't know what to say to that. Without any other word, she turned around and went back to her room. She was hurt but so was he.  In that moment, she made a split decision and booked her a flight back home. 

Over the weekend, Onika had time to think about her and Drake's relationship or whatever was left of it. She couldn't blame him for how he felt about her but she just couldn't give him what he wanted in that moment so she decided to stop forcing him to hold back. She knew that she had to remove herself completely from him. Even if it meant that she had to accept the other job offer. Her therapist thought it was good idea. She agreed that they were spending too much time together in the beginning phase of the relationship which was causing tension. Packing up all her stuff, Onika thought of how stupid she was thinking that whatever it was between them would work. Finding someone strong enough and trust-worthy to share her life with was always challenging but she had faith enough to wait and let things happen.

She grabbed the box from her old desk and looked around before switching off the light. It was early Monday morning and the office was quiet. She was one of the few people there. Onika walked to the elevator and pushed the call button, taking a deep sigh. She waited for the doors to open but as soon as it did, she saw the face that she would miss the most. Him.